This nothingness of everything

This is my most prudent effort to all the nothingness i find in everything these days

A very mild yet equivocal summation of my forbearing thoughts this year

Representing the very best and the very worst of that very best

A catapult dive into the carefully navigated trenches of the conditioned

To a moment of solidarity and a brief handshake with the indomitable Mr. Spirit

and a quick reflection of the outside world as it appears from the vantage point of it all

Never such a tendency to never rise back.. Never such an unseen perception of the far away exterior

Only to briefly hold my senses ransom am I given this moment
And Of the immense limitation it already is to not be

Ahoy and behold your captive senses for the mighty spirit is awakened
Only for a moment of solidarity.. Only for a moment of singularity

Awaken still to the purpose of this life and holding on to this momentary reflection I hear a voice within

You can't stay here longer in this nested paradise of your souls warm caress

And the spirit ran back to the comfort of the superficial and the sedate livery of this world

Leaving nothing but a trace of the serendipity..leaving nothing but a luminous trail back to obscurity

Leaving nothing but an unquenched thirst for a bit more
Of the true identity of this soul with its surprises galore

I leave the comfort of my home...
I leave the shelter of my soul..

Verbal Vortex of a talking soul

When you see that you are seeing yourself while you are seeing yourself.. This is what I hear myself say

You are just a beautiful friend, not a stranger from another galaxy, not a common mortal from an uncommon dimension..

You are who you are..a free spirit tired in the duality of existence..

Where the desire to free your self gets weighed down by this world's senseless gratification towards instant reward...

Trapped deep within layers of conditioned consciousness and unable to express your true self

You are fighting on a different ground and you are not going to loose it , for the world around you is to blatant to understand..

You are fighting it to prove it to nobody but yourself and that you didn't begin this to not know how to end it..

But you know you have to end it one day. The charade is despicable... And when you do end it can only be strewn deeper into a million more layers till it shines forth

Never is there a time to say no because you woke up today to know more..

I know you know I don't know you as much as I would like to but you don't know how much I already do to not tell you or for you to ever know

Your loving soul

Time'us

Waiting for the eternity to entwine into itself so that there is no reference point in time that you can't turn back to and

for the continuum to keep on keeping on till you get all that you deserve or till you get to that point when you get another chance to deserve what you begot

If not then there has to be a knot.. Not in the time dimension but in the way the space between two memories starts to shrink to a point where all you can want is a neural leap

or your perception to break and you tie the two distant memories back from where the perpetual bending of time and space has to carry itself over this thought..

a breaking point for this time story or more like time ditching time again

Raindrop

Oh no.. .. just like that when it rains from behind a place we call heavens.. Obscured by the dark clouds that mire my mind yet I feel the journey of that drop traveling all the way hitherto onto your pale and parched skin and bloom it to life. Till now it's was just an anonymous drop now it's resplendent on you like a glow from the same heaven from where it started its journey but lost mid way owing to the weathered storm we call life

The Ephemeral Dance of Infinitude

here's to probable universes in one  dimension
though we can't see one

here's to multitudes of dimensions in each realm
though we can't see one

here's to a plethora of realm's in every reality
though we can't see one

here's to multiple realities for every moment
though we can't see one

here's to those numerous moments in that one blink
though we can't see one

here's to every paradigm that that blink brings
though we can't see one

here's to those multiple paradigm's extrovert'ing out into a thought vertex
thought we can't see one

here's to such vertices in many spaces
though we can't see one

here's to all those spaces in all of our realities
though we can't see one

here's to all those regressions in these multiple realities
though we can't see one

here's to all the probabilities to each of these regressor's
though we can't see one

here's to every co-efficient that probability brings for that new angle
though we can't see one

here's to any material tangibility that worked on that angle
though we can't see one

here's to any angle in the material existences that co-efficiently leneated a materiality
though we can't see one

here's to all the atomic particles that are looking like god in this materiality
though we can't see one

here's to all the unknown god particles that are dancing to this rhythm
thought we can't see one

here's to the dance of such an ephemeral life
though we can't see one!!!!!!!!!!